Respawn, Except in Permadeath

What’s your favorite word?

โ€œRespawn.โ€ Not something I get in permadeath runs, but I love the idea of starting fresh. In games itโ€™s a do-over, in blogging itโ€™s a new post, and in life itโ€™s a reminder that even disasters can lead to something new (unless a wolf got you โ€” then itโ€™s just the end).

(Plenty more respawn-less disasters at Survivor Incognito.)

Seven Days to Survive โ€“ Day 1: Punching Trees, Evicting Corpses

Seven Days to Survive โ€“ Day 1: Punching Trees, Evicting Corpses

Difficulty: Default Survival
Optional Rules: Permadeath, one horde night per week

โ€œI woke up in front of a caravan with a few scraps, a stone-axe dream, and a passive-aggressive note from the Duke. Welcome to 7 Days to Die.โ€

The Duke Hates Me, Trees Hate My Fists

Like every survival game worth its salt, the tutorial goes like this: punch nature until it gives up resources. Twigs, stones, and grass became my new currency. Before long Iโ€™d cobbled together a stone axe, wooden bow, arrows, a club, and some basic armor. The Dukeโ€™s instructions? Go see Trader Rekt. Fine. But Iโ€™m docking him points for management style.

Papaw Residence: Home Sweet Maybe

On the way, I found the Papaw Residence. Inside: zombies, a cooking pot, and โ€” after several panicked swings and one deeply ungraceful bow shot โ€” victory. A few quick wood frames in the doorways, some repair slapdash on the windows, and I served my first eviction notice to the undead. I dropped the land-claim block becauseโ€ฆ the tutorial said so. Itโ€™s just me out here, but sure, paperwork matters.

Administrative Hostility at Trader Rekt

Rekt handed me a shovel and told me to dig. When I stepped back outside, a zombie was loitering like security had gone on break. A couple of club taps later, the parking lot was clear and my cardio stat was emotionally damaged.

Diggy Diggy Hole (ft. Immediate Zombie)

Quest in hand, shovel in pocket, I marched out to unearth supplies. Within seconds of my first swing, the dirt complained โ€” and so did a nearby zombie, who arrived to file a noise complaint with his teeth. One frantic scuffle later, I was back to the dwarven anthem: โ€œIโ€™m a dwarf, and Iโ€™m digging a hole.โ€ Every thunk felt like ringing a dinner bell for the next groaner, but the stash popped and I grabbed the goods.

Snake on a Path

On the return leg I spotted a snake. Compared to the zombies outside Rektโ€™s place and the dig site, this was stress relief with scales. One arrow later, dinner. The bone knife Iโ€™d made earlier turned it into tidy cuts for the pot.

Night by the Fire

Back at Papaw, I set up a campfire, boiled every drop of murky water Iโ€™d hoarded, cooked snake meat, and tossed a couple of potatoes on for good measure. The house creaked, the wind howled, and distant moans reminded me that the homeownersโ€™ association here is very hands-on.

Day 1 Reflections

Base secured (ish). Water safe (mostly). Food cooked (definitely snake). Iโ€™ve got another buried supplies quest from Rekt lined up for tomorrow and the horde clock has quietly started ticking. One day survived. Seven? Weโ€™ll see.

Day 1 Pro Tips (7 Days to Die Edition)

  • Gather early, gather often: Grass, stones, and wood fuel your first tools and defenses.
  • Craft the basics fast: Stone axe, wooden club, wooden bow + arrows, and primitive armor.
  • Secure a roof: A fixer-upper beats the outdoors. Frame and patch doors/windows immediately.
  • Cooking pot = jackpot: Boil water safely and expand your recipe list.
  • Bone knife bonus: Butchering with it yields more meat, hides, and resources.
  • Expect company when digging: Shovels are loud. Fight, reset, keep scanning 360ยฐ.
  • Trader quests pay: Early tools, food, meds, and dukes โ€” stack them for momentum.
  • Night jobs: Boil water, cook, sort loot, plan upgrades. Donโ€™t waste the dark.
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Survivorโ€™s Dread: Platform 8 โ€“ Last Train to Nowhere

โ€œThe train keeps moving. Every carriage promises freedom. Every anomaly promises erasure.โ€

The Setup

Platform 8 is the companion nightmare to Exit 8. Same rules: walk, notice anomalies, survive. Miss them and the world resets. Only this time, youโ€™re trapped on a subway train that never stops. Played on the Steam Deck with Loop = Life: every reset is a dead survivor. Only one makes it off the train. Like Exit 8, this was my very first time playing โ€” learning the rules on the fly, with resets as my only teachers.

The Diary

First survivor: Reached the end of the carriage and saw a figure standing at the exit. I didnโ€™t realise youโ€™re meant to move when the lights flick on. The lights came, the figure moved faster than me, and I was erased.

Second survivor: This time the exit door stood wide open, platform beckoning. I trusted it. I stepped toward freedom. The world snapped back to the first carriage, and so did I. Survivors donโ€™t get second chances for gullibility.

Third survivor: Red water pooled in the aisle. The right move was to sprint. I didnโ€™t. Instead, I shut the door on the carriage like that would help. The reset came anyway, cruel and quiet.

Fourth survivor: I let curiosity win. Instead of spotting the anomaly, I pushed through to the next carriage just to see what would happen. The answer: reset. Straight back to carriage one, another survivor erased for being too nosy.

Final survivor: Paranoia sharpened me. I ran when I had to, stopped when the lights demanded it, and turned back from lies. At last, the train gave up its prisoner. I stepped onto the real platform, escaped the loop, and lived. Luck played its part too. Some of the anomalies repeated from earlier failures, familiar traps I finally knew how to dodge. That memory, plus paranoia, was enough to carry me to the platform.

The Video

Hereโ€™s the full successful run, captured on Steam Deck:

Survivorโ€™s Thoughts

The corridor in Exit 8 felt endless. The train in Platform 8 feels worse โ€” claustrophobic, restless, each carriage identical until it isnโ€™t. Four survivors erased before one finally broke free. Thatโ€™s the real distinction: Exit 8 is a test of attention, Platform 8 is a puzzle box. Both erase you for mistakes, but in different ways.

Continue the Journey

See where it started with Exit 8 โ€“ Lost in the Corridor, or browse more nightmares in the Survivorโ€™s Dread Hub.

Prologue: Go Wayback โ€“ Joined the Playtest

โ€œBecause clearly I donโ€™t already have enough survival games trying to freeze, starve, or otherwise humiliate me.โ€

Iโ€™ve just joined the Prologue: Go Wayback playtest on Steam. It drops you into a massive, freshly generated wilderness with nothing but your wits, a map, and the eternal hope you can light a fire before hypothermia claims you.

Iโ€™ll be playing this on my Steam Deck, so when the first impressions post goes live Iโ€™ll not only talk survival mechanics, but also how it runs in handheld mode. Portable chaos, as always.

Want In?

Iโ€™ve got three extra invites to hand out. If youโ€™re a friend of mine on Steam (Survivor Incognito) and want to try Go Wayback for yourself, give me a shout. First come, first served.

More Info Coming Soon

Once Iโ€™ve had a proper session in the woods, Iโ€™ll be back with a full write-up โ€” controls, survival systems, Steam Deck performance, and whether the fire-making is as fiddly (and satisfying) as advertised. Keep an eye on the blog if you want to see how gloriously wrong it goes.

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Calm in Life, Chaos in Games

Describe your ideal week.

A balance of real calm and digital chaos. In real life: quiet mornings, good coffee, and no surprise blizzards. In games: just enough wolves, zombies, and survival disasters to keep the stories interesting. My ideal week is one where I can relax, play, and then laugh about how badly things went in the write-up.

(Plenty more ideal weeks ruined by wolves at Survivor Incognito.)

Endurance in Real Life vs Survival Games

Name the professional athletes you respect the most and why.

Endurance athletes. Marathon runners, ultra-cyclists, mountain climbers โ€” the ones who push themselves to the limit and keep going. In survival games, Iโ€™m exhausted after jogging across a frozen lake with a backpack full of sticks, so I have huge respect for people who do the real thing without a pause menu.

(For digital endurance tests โ€” usually ending worse โ€” Survivor Incognito has the stories.)

Survival Games Are My Spa Day

How do you relax?

By doing the exact opposite of relaxing: playing survival games. For some reason, dodging wolves, zombies, and blizzards calms me down more than meditation apps ever could. If I can unwind while starving in The Long Dark, real life feels positively restful.

(Plenty more questionable relaxation methods at Survivor Incognito.)

Snowrunner Survival: The Permagear Diaries โ€“ Driver Log Eight: Flips, Fuel, and a Double Rescue Mission

Red goes rogue in Smithville Dam, flipping twice while chasing a Watchtower. Frank clears a blocked road, performs a double rescue, secures an engine upgrade, then hauls fuel back to Black River to set up tomorrowโ€™s delivery for โ€œThe Essentials.โ€

๐Ÿ“œ Series Hub: SnowRunner Survival: The Permagear Diaries Main Hub

๐Ÿ›  Rules: SnowRunner Permagear Rules

๐Ÿ’ก Why Permagear Works: Read the reasoning behind the challenge

Missed Day Seven? Find it here.


๐Ÿ›ฃ๏ธ Crossing the Dam (and the Line)

With most of Black River mapped and missions cleared, I decide itโ€™s time to see what Smithville Dam has to offer. Redโ€™s fired up and we set โ€œThe Essentialsโ€ as the main task โ€” one item in Smithville, the rest in Black River. Easy on paper. Reality had other plans.

๐Ÿšง First Roadblock: Literal Roadblock

After finding the Smithville garage, I immediately hit a blocked road needing Service Parts. Luckily, thereโ€™s a depot basically around the corner. I pencil that in for after I grab the nearby Watchtower.

๐Ÿ”„ Red Goes Rogue (Twice)

I point Red up the Watchtower track andโ€”whoopsโ€”he flips onto his side. Full turtle. Thereโ€™s only one truck for this kind of drama: Frank.

I transport Frank into Smithville, pick up the Service Parts, clear the roadblock, and roll out to rescue Red. Frank rights him like the dependable legend he isโ€ฆ and Red immediately repays the kindness by rolling over again. Cue rescue mission #2. Frank handles it without breaking a sweat.

๐Ÿ” Watchtower Found, Upgrade Secured

With Red back on his wheels (twice), we nab the Watchtower and ping a nearby upgrade: an engine that fits both Red and Scout. Whether itโ€™s actually better is a question for the next garage visit โ€” Iโ€™ll compare stats when weโ€™re back under a roof.

โ›ฝ Frank Hauls, Like a Pro

While Red takes a breather, Frank gets back to business. He grabs Fuel for โ€œThe Essentials,โ€ hauls it over to Black River, and calls it a night โ€” textbook veteran move.

๐Ÿ“… Tomorrowโ€™s Mission

Fuel staged, Frank is ready to finish โ€œThe Essentialsโ€ delivery tomorrow. Red? Heโ€™s on probation until he proves he can stay upright for more than ten minutes.


Want more SnowRunner? Day 9 link coming soon.

The Survivorsโ€™ Book of Grudges

Are you holding a grudge? About?

Yes โ€” against every wolf, cougar, and zombie thatโ€™s ever ended one of my permadeath runs. Do I forgive? Eventually. Do I forget? Absolutely not. Those pixelated ambushes live rent-free in my head, and probably always will.

(Plenty more grudges, respawns, and survival stories at Survivor Incognito.)

Surviving the Milky Way: An Elite Dangerous Survival Diary โ€“ Day 2: The Rustbucket Rises

Day 2 โ€“ The Rustbucket Rises

โ€œThese are the voyages of one unprepared Commander. Their mission: to break in a second-hand Adder, deliver mail faster than expected, and discover that cargo pickups can crash more than just your ship.โ€

From Scraprunner to Rustbucket

The ISS Scraprunner got me this far, but when I spotted an Adder for sale, I couldnโ€™t resist. A few credits later and some questionable tinkering produced the ISS Rustbucket, registry RBT-01. Upgrades included a new Frame Shift Drive, thrusters, fuel scoop, more cargo racks, and an extra weapon. The one thing I didnโ€™t touch? Shields. Whether thatโ€™s wisdom or hubris, time will tell.

Courier Life

The mission board offered one contract labelled high threat. I decided exploding wasnโ€™t on todayโ€™s agenda and picked safer jobs instead:

  • A data delivery to Marius Relay in the Col 285 Sector AM-R b19-4 system.
  • An agricultural supply runโ€”which bizarrely meant transporting six units of personal weaponsโ€”to Weskerโ€™s Pride in the Col 285 Sector BV-E a41-1 system.

On the way to Marius Relay, I got a message offering a bonus for quick delivery. Challenge accepted. The new fuel scoop kicked in automatically, topping up my tank as I skimmed stars. Docking complete, data handed over, and I even ranked up to Peddler. Not glamorous, but itโ€™s better than โ€œgalactic stowaway.โ€

The Cargo That Wasnโ€™t

Then it hit meโ€”I hadnโ€™t actually collected the weapons before leaving. Back to the station I went, already dreading the 20+ jump route ahead. It would at least be a good test for the Rustbucketโ€™s scoop, or so I told myself.

Ten minutes of fiddling with menus later, I finally thought Iโ€™d sorted the cargo pickup. Thatโ€™s when the game crashed. Server connection lost, mission abandoned. The Rustbucket sat waiting, but my courier career ended in digital silence.

Rustbucket Status Report

  • Ship: ISS Rustbucket (Adder)
  • Upgrades: FSD, thrusters, fuel scoop, cargo racks, weapons
  • Untouched: Shields (future-me will regret this)
  • Rank: Peddler
  • Mood: Triumphant โ†’ Confused โ†’ Disconnected

Next Time

With the Rustbucket ready and the galaxy waiting, Iโ€™ll try again. Hopefully the servers stay awake long enough for me to actually deliver cargo. Otherwise, Iโ€™ll just become the Milky Wayโ€™s most overqualified data courier.


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